I AM A SINUSOIDAL FUNCTION

HAH FUCK YEAH. I’m not tired!

I can only force myself onto a schedule for so long before I snap and this happens. It’s prefaced by a day full of mood swings and like just elation. I describe it as a good day I suppose. But then once “bed time” rolls around, I get a HUGE (fucking massive) burst of energy. So I have to reset my schedule by being dead tired for a day… meh.

I just wanna get up and do shit now… but everyone’s asleep.

I’d really love to know how to make transparent stuff and gifs and soundmixing and novels and calculus and fucking 3D PRINTING. WHAT EVEN IS THAT SHIT?!

I finally updated my Facebook profile… it just felt right. kind of the opposite of this post considering I ALMOST deleted it… but then I thought, who gives a flying fuck?

My friends say this is the best mood for me to be in when people are around but they are really apprehensive because they’re afraid any little thing, any false comment, any look could turn it south and send me on a rampage. But it’s super freakin awesome while I’m still slap happy.:

And notice the gradual shift to live blogging my every friggin thought…

I just realized how tired I’m going to be in the morning… should be just as entertaining as yesterday.

Speaking of which. Last Monday of high school is done :). Perfect that I managed to sleep in and was up and down emotionally all day.

WHY THE FUCKING FUCK CAN’T I JUST LIVE LIFE LIKE THIS?!

It’s nice to know the literary quality of my thoughts improves the later it gets.

Sanity is basically nonexistent for me right now… sorry to anyone that gets hit by the shrapnel of my wild mood swings and flailing arms…

FUCKING CIRCADIAN RHYTHM BULLSHIT.

I’m expected to be tired right now. NO. I’m fully awake and ready to kick ass. I have to be up in five hours but by then I’ll be tired (finally). If I force myself to sleep now, I’ll be miserably (and murderously) tired in the morning…

Can’t find my fucking earbuds but don’t wanna look like a tool with my huge headphones… but Daft Punk and Mars so it’ll happen anyway.

I laid down for bed three hours ago…

HAAHAHA. nope.