I need some “I fucking tried, okay” stickers in my life. or a badge. or something. just for getting out of bed…

chiller picked up the old reruns of pushing daisies… I’m so sad it got cancelled.

Things that I’m living for:
Mars’ New Album
Daft Punk’s New Album

So yeah, music has kept me from being completely suicidal.

So my mom wanted to go shopping. There was a really good sale, so she got me something too. Then she drives past the gas station and asks me to pump. I’m super sick and have been coughing and it’s a cold day. I’ve also pumped gas twice today. She then proceeded to yell at me for being ungrateful until I pumped her gas…

tell me I’m not crazy for feeling emotionally abused right now…

So on my list to prepare for college there was a random “buy a copy of Bell Jar”.

I remember reading somewhere that carrying a copy of it around is a surefire way to make annoying guys steer clear of you.

It’s one of my favorite novels and Plath has such wonderful works so I ordered my copy :)

this point of the school year has a special way of a making me feel suicidal…

I haven’t been on Tumblr on my laptop (rather than my phone) in literally months… HOLY SHIT ALL THE GIFS ARE SO MUCH BETTER QUALITY.

okay, if I know you irl, don’t take offense to this.

I went through my anime phase and it ended somewhere in between sophomore and junior year but now a ton of my friends have started watching too. and in my head I’m raging like “I had to sit alone and keep this to myself and NOW you guys like it…” but oh well, at least now I have people to recommend this stuff to.

my blog is such a flawless piece of shit

I’m at the point in my life where I can sleep quite well anywhere so long as I feel safe.

half of me cleaning is sitting around trying to produce the effort to clean.

well, kinda.

I managed to actually get my outfits for senior pictures and graduation together. (mind you most people had their pictures done months ago)

Sometimes when I open tumblr in public, I sing a little song in my head that says “now now, no porn in public”