Sanity is basically nonexistent for me right now… sorry to anyone that gets hit by the shrapnel of my wild mood swings and flailing arms…

FUCKING CIRCADIAN RHYTHM BULLSHIT.

I’m expected to be tired right now. NO. I’m fully awake and ready to kick ass. I have to be up in five hours but by then I’ll be tired (finally). If I force myself to sleep now, I’ll be miserably (and murderously) tired in the morning…

Can’t find my fucking earbuds but don’t wanna look like a tool with my huge headphones… but Daft Punk and Mars so it’ll happen anyway.

I laid down for bed three hours ago…

HAAHAHA. nope.

So my Lit teacher did this self-reflection thing and asked what the most annoying thing we thought was about ourselves.

I automatically said my obsessiveness.

She asked, “what makes you think that?”

I responded with “… yeah let’s just remember my anime phase…”

Just bumped to the top of my “next novels to buy/read” pile: ALL OF THE JOHN GREEN

This is why I can’t have nice things… or you know, enjoy YouTube for more than a few hours at a time.

I find a channel I like and I watch ALL of the videos in one sitting and patiently wait for more uploads. But I’m impatient and unsatisfied with one upload at a time.

Calculus teacher showed us first mentalfloss video in class today. Watching all of them now. Slowing falling in love with John Green…

scvlptures:

depression is when you don’t really care about anything

anxiety is when you care too much about everything

and having both is just like what

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